if thinking about various things, there are things i’d prefer (or so to speak) and some that i dont.
in example :
i’d rather be seven than to be four
wednesday than sunday. (somehow) hate tuesday the most.
tend to light blue,light green,yellow, light red (pink?!) not brown, neither did light brown.
etc.
weird huh? are those self tendecies? i dont really know.
one thing i certain is that i do have somekinda bad “things” (omens?) with those i dont prefer.
i dont know how to describe “things”, simply put, maybe its “gue banget” or “ngga banget”. hahaha.
now speaking about tendencies, i believe that its related to interests and at the tip point it affects on our hobbies and sort. does it?
hum.. you know i like something funny, refreshing, tempting, and unpredictable. women? YES, definitely… though the part unpredictable is kinda make me uneasy, hehehehe…
so maybee,
maybe i like seven coz it looks sexy/smooth/sleek than four that looks more untidy??
hahaha. i just dont understand the way my brain works.
anyways, i currently got this song played in my windows media player when my fingers subconsciously begin to type this post.
In my loneliness
When you’re gone and I’m all by myself
And I need your caress
I just think of you
And the thought of you holding me near
Makes my loneliness soon disappear
Though you’re far away
I have only to close my eyes
And you are back to stay
I just close my eyes
And the sadness that missing you brings
Soon is gone and this heart of mine sings
Yes I love you so
And that for me is all I need to know
I will wait for you
Til the sun falls from out of the sky
For what else can I do
I will wait for you meditating
How sweet life will be when you come back to me we’re together![]()
*song by olivia ong – meditation.

